I am still debating as to whether I want to take the same direction that I took before.

I could make a poll and ask, but this ain't no democracy.  I'll give you what I want to give you and you will like it.  I will tell you what you want and you will adore it.

No poll, no way. You'd do what you wanted anyway, regardless.

I laughed out loud at "What the... Do we have fucking rats?" This is freaking hilarious, girl.

I hope with the passing of the last couple months you are feeling better, coming out of your blackness a bit.

Keep on Kermiting.